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GPOY: Carlota

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The truth is that I really like English, in school it was one of my favorite subjects. But English in the pandemic I think it ended up ruining everything. It's boring how English is approached when there are a lot of students. You lose the personal. It is difficult to write this. But well... That's it. This is my kitty Carlota. She is beautiful. I love her with all my soul. She was my greatest companion in the pandemic. I actually love this picture because it shows a little bit of my college life in pandemic. You can see her sleeping at my feet and also lofi hiphop to study, and the text I was reading. Carla was my best company. It was strange but she always stayed up with me at night. And she only rested when I went to bed too. We slept together, she was my pillow, sometimes her back would get all drooled on by me. I miss her. One day in April she was hurt. Blown up, I should say. :( That same night she died. But it's ok, I remember her as in the picture, as my com...

My future Job

I start with the questionnaire. I would like to work in the arts. Hopefully just Monday through Friday. I think I would love to work in something that would give me enough time to go to the fair on Sundays. I like Santiago, working here is ideal for me. Hopefully in the cool evenings and have the days a little more free. I study acting. Why? I don't know. I ask myself a lot. I question myself. Sometimes I think it's because I can be very self-centered. But sometimes I think it's because I think it's a tool that could change the world. Anyway I think it's a useless tool in these times of crisis. Anything more useless than an artist in a water crisis? I don't think so. But still, I'm happy. I like writing very much. That's what I like the most, writing stories and seeing how the characters start to come to life. I hope to dedicate myself to writing and become an old woman with a young soul. Well, and obviously I also hope to be a star and make a lot of m...

The most embarrassing thing im willing to admit

When I was little my mom taught me to never be embarrassed and I don't think I have any embarrassing moments. I'm talking about those moments where you can't even remember them from nerves. But hey, I do feel embarrassment. In fact I think I consider myself a mildly shy person because I get embarrassed about very everyday things. Asking permission when I want to get off the subway, making calls to callcenters or when I'm asked to call for a pizza. These are horrible moments, I feel like I'm doing it very badly and that I'm clumsy when I speak. I remember one day I fell asleep on the bus. My head was leaning against the window. The driver braked so hard at a traffic light that my head hit the window. It sounded like something exploded, everyone noticed. I obviously woke up from the blow, I pretended to be asleep because everyone was asking me if I was all right. It was horrible, I thought about pretending to be passed out but that could make people more worrie...

I AM OBSESSED WITH IQUITOS

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okay... let's start. I really dream to go travel Iquitos, Perú . Why? Easy. Is in the middle of the Amazonia. And its has a beautiful views. I am obsessed with the Amazon´s flora and fauna. I want to travel there this summer, and i dont know many thing to the city, but i know what to activities do.  ACTIVITIES TO DO IN IQUITOS.  Monkey Island  It´s not a joke. Really. Monkey Island is a reserved natural of monkey in captivity. Great nacional park, and a green lung. It Have around of 400 monkeys of diferents species. And you can be with them, feed and stroke them. IQUITOS´S MARKET Is like the central vega, but is criminally superior. You can eat tradicional amazonic food, like Arapaima Gigas, is a big fish and with it you can cook a Paiche sandwich. Buy a juice of exotic fruits or maybe you can buy a animal, like snake.  FUNDO SAN PEDRITO  This is amazing activitie. Fundo San Pedrito is literally a Venecia in America. A little village completely flooded. you can ...

My relationship with English

In a nutshell, nice and fun. The history: My mother have a bestie. Her best friend is Marcelo. Old friend, 80s guy and so gay. Okay, the history is simply. if you were a 80s guy and gay, you had a only choice: be fan of the anglo music. Madonna, Michael Jackson, Culture Club, Cindy Louper, Blondie. And then, i into the history. There is a meme, where a baby sleep in a chair during a party, and meme says: thats how the music entered my brain. And yes! But i didnt listen latin music or in spanish in this partys. Its was like my firts songs were in english. My little 6 years old me sang in english. Remeber Marcelo? He is a teacher of english. Simple, right?

why artistic perfoming?

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When I was a child I wanted to be a forensic pathologist, to be the voice of the lifeless and to discover the reasons for death. But when I grew up, I noticed that I wasn't good at biology and i wasn´t understand absolutly nothing :-( instead i loved danced in the school, did circ us, joked with friends and i understan that the medicine didnt was for me and i showed interest in history, lenguage and the philosophy. One day my mom gifted me two tickets of teathre to see La Negra Ester, and really i falled in love and this moment i decided be a artist. Now I study at the university and this process did not go as expected. Online class is not a means compatible with my career and this situation is very frustrating to me. I don't have expectation about jobs, but in the future i hope work in many shows or teaching art to little childs.

FERNANDA LEAVE THE SIMPSON

the last entry... i think this is the one of few things that are interesting this semester, maybe i will miss it. this year was my first semester in the university... obviously i was very excited but never is good have many expectations.  was that is very negative? i hope not  inside everything i love everything about class... my teachers, my classmates, the carrer, the times of explorations of me, meet others, know myself, know what i want of me and my future.  yes, it have negative things ... but i have know find good things... for me is time to remember me and my new way, search refenrence, read, study, stay in home, spend time with my family, and aprecciate the little things...  i miss so much my friends and family... but in this new semester i met new friends and i see their faces (remote) all days, and one day i hope so hug their.  my first semester was very strange, but the strange no always is bad, for me no is the better but i try to keep me thankful .....